tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-39430007119894481942008-02-05T13:51:23.439-05:00Poetry@About The ArtsUrbanesque Magazinenoreply@blogger.comBlogger9125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3943000711989448194.post-53697647300232232782008-02-05T13:36:00.000-05:002008-02-05T13:51:23.506-05:00Mike Amado<p style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><span style="font-size:100%;">M</span>ike <span style="font-size:100%;">A</span>mado is a performance poet, a percussionist and drummer who does </span></p> <p style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">lyrical, rhythm-based tomes attuned to the social and semi-political. </span></p> <p style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">His first volume of verse is entitled:"<i>Poems: Unearthed from Ashes</i>" (2006). </span></p> <p style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">He is the host at three poetry venues in Massachusetts. </span></p> <p style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">He has been performing for ten years and has featured numerous times </span></p> <p style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">in Massachusetts and Rhode Island. He has been published in the </span></p> <p style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Wilderness House Literary Review, the Bagelbard's anthology 1&2, </span></p> <p style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">Apt magazine #12, and Down in the Dirt. To quote the author:</span></p> <p style="font-family:arial;"><span style="font-size:85%;">"I don't Slam, I rock!"</span></p><p style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p><p style="font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold;font-family:georgia;"><span style="font-size:100%;">"<span style="font-family:verdana;">VOICE DEFYING THE B.S."</span> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">I long not for war and spilling blood</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">But . . . this soul seeks just a moment </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">To gleam strong with liquid fire, </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">I seek to be nothing. Not to gain what </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Is attained, take what is not achieved.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">This world fools even the mystics</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Into greed; tangible, intangible.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">This soul seeks the moment beyond</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">To gleam strong with liquid fire</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">In the face of the empty-fist.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">I sit in lotus as the scull-bone puppets </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Take the Emperor's throne as false idols,</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Pluck statues like straws </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">In shammed victory where peace </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Quivers on a rope with tyrants.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">These Powers that Be really aren't;</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Good blood stains, fingerprints on </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Hundred dollar bills, winged bad ideas. </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Small as a folded penny. </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">I pray that I yank that penny </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">From the laugh lined hand. To be nothing.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Not become a life-like product of a mark-down </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">As seen on TV thing. Headed for the yard sale;</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Soul tricked into becoming.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">I seek to be. Not to suit the suit of the</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Talk radio impresario, giving pity change</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">To kids with cancer, or, the diehard listener</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Who can¢t think for himself. To be . . .</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Nothing, only a bolt of light.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">I wish for this or something better -</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Not rebirth as a politician¢s son,</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">A legless soldier, or the cadaver of a</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Third world orphan stuffed with </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Pure Columbian -</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Fifteen kilos of fame.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Death and money.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Our brutal world. </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> (C) Michael Amado</span></p><p style="font-family:verdana;"><br /></p><p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"><br /></span></p><p style="font-weight: bold;font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">" CELEBRITY-JUNKIE-FRANKENSTEIN"</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> (to Chris Farley, Phil Hartman etc.)</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">He lives lonely, he dies anyway.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">There is no time. If moving fast or slow,</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">He¢ll deny it anyway.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">He¢s loosing it . . . he wants to be alone.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Waking up, late afternoon -</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Another day, another autopsy.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">High and hung over </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">On vice and fame</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Shook up and strung out on</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Tinsel-town electrocution.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Cursed to live up to his photograph,</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">A beast of chemicals and pasty make up.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">An emotional train-wreck</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Turned funny clown. </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Sunbathing by the pool like</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Laying reclined on a slab;</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">With needles and electrodes</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Waiting for the lightning bolts</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">To resuscitate new life</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">Or grant him defunct.</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">The hands don¢t move</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">But the clock still ticks</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">As cameras flash to memory:</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">The empty pill bottles,</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">The shot gun shell,</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">The yellow spread,</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">The murder/suicide,</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">His speed-wrecked sports car,</span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;"> </span></p> <p style="font-family:verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">And alleged hit. </span></p> <p style="font-family: verdana;"><span style="font-size:100%;">A somber time.<b> </b></span></p> <p face="verdana"><span style="font-size:100%;"><strong></strong> </span></p> <p><span style="font-size:130%;"><span style=";font-family:verdana;font-size:100%;" ><strong> </strong><span style="font-weight: bold;">(C)</span><strong style="font-weight: bold;"> </strong><span style="font-weight: bold;">Michael Amado </span></span><br /></span></p>Urbanesque Magazinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3943000711989448194.post-2549271800867062462008-01-27T11:50:00.000-05:002008-01-27T11:52:00.335-05:00FIFTEEN MINUTES<span style="font-size:100%;"><span style="font-family: arial; font-weight: bold;">FIFTEEN MINUTES </span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">© Del A. Garza</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">I was late to work</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">and in these fifteen minutes</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">I could have saved the world,</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">or at least this is</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">how the supervisor made</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">it appear. She raged and ranted.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">I would be on her list,</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">the bad one at that, and her</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">roving eye would fall upon me.</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Meanwhile the people</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">that were on time, socialized for hours,</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">oblivious of the world in need of saving.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">LATE CALL</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">© Del A. Garza</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">There was a late phone call,</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">waking up the entire house.</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">It sounded like a gunshot,</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">which pierced our hearts.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">There had been other calls</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">to our house in the past:</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Drug induced babble found</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">its way into our ears.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">This call was different, a</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">wrong number, an error.</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">When the receiver was put down</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">we calmly went back to sleep.</span><br /><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">CASUALTIES</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">© Del A. Garza</span><br /><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Overseas and at home</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">the newspapers list</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">the casualties of this world.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">Some that go looking for trouble</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">and others minding their own</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">business, end up on that list.</span><br /><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">There must be some sick</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">accountant adding up the numbers</span><br /><span style="font-family: arial;">with Death embroidered on his cloak.</span><br /><br /></span>Urbanesque Magazinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3943000711989448194.post-18348455173373462882008-01-27T11:35:00.000-05:002008-01-27T11:37:57.149-05:00THE LONERABOUT JASON VISCONTI<br />ASTORIA, NEW YORK <br /><br />I have been writing poetry since I was 15. I have been published in several magazines, and am currently attending a poetry workshop with Denver Butson in New York City. <br /><br />The Loner © Jason Visconti<br /><br />I cross the street of daydreams<br />to arrive at myself<br />Only to find I am mere shadow<br />A picture in a window passed by unseen<br />A name signed on the dotted line smudged<br /><br /><br />I tell fibs to taxi-cab drivers on my destinations to nowhere<br />Nowhere a plain road always ahead<br />nowhere a place on a map I can mark with my thumb<br /><br /><br />I pass by cemeteries at midnight<br />to mingle with the headstones<br />my name is in an umbrella of silence<br />silence that takes me for cover under the trees<br />I can’t shield this death any longer<br />I stand out as a stark imitation of myself<br />I feel for flowers whose petals wilt in my hands<br />I confuse myself with the passengers on a train<br />and find the wrong way<br />wristwatches tell me a time I’m willing to end<br />towers of so long ago have salted their tears<br />and the business of me has gone by<br />and I just look out the window at the rain<br />that falls as deeply as I.<br /><br /><br /><span style="font-weight:bold;">CONFUSION</span><br /><br /><br />I have known the night<br />to be an error in my eyes<br />liable to shapes that shift<br />between camouflage<br />the kite that leaves the hands<br />and won’t return<br />the sun that rises<br />while the moon still shows its faded image<br />like a misprint of the hand against the sky<br />and the voices in the park<br />are shattered fragments that fall upon deaf ears<br />the hourglass that shows nothing in its cups<br />time no longer spilling like a routine glance at the hand<br />the world spinning so fast our eyes can’t followUrbanesque Magazinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3943000711989448194.post-43234528194301395062008-01-15T21:02:00.000-05:002008-01-15T21:05:05.533-05:00Rage of Civilization<div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">Dressing naked</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">is the password</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">to this knees-up</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;"> </div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">where dimples</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">consumed by hostile</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">kisses mutate</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;"> </div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">where supermen run</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">into blind bullets</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">and professors darkness</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">of their bottomless knowledge</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;"> </div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">where random quests</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">for limitless latitude</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">cage some, maim others</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">kill everyone</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;"> </div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">‘we shall leave </div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">no stone unstained</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">till liberty is chained</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">to our whims!’</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;"> </div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">‘we too shall leave</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">no one standing</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">save liberty </div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">and liberty alone!’</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;"> </div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">nakedness indeed</div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">is the password </div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;">to this great knees-up.</div> <div> </div> <div> </div> <div class="MsoNormal" style="margin: 0in 0in 0pt; text-indent: 11.35pt; text-align: justify;"><span style="font-size:85%;"><strong>Sumaila Isah Umaisha</strong> is the Literary Editor of New Nigerian Newspapers, <span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;"><span style="border-bottom: 1px dashed rgb(0, 102, 204); cursor: pointer;" class="yshortcuts" id="lw_1200448930_0">Kaduna</span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;">, </span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;">Nigeria</span></span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;">. He began his journalism career (after teaching for ten years) in 1993 with the Kaduna-based <i style="">Hotline</i> magazine as Associate Editor and later promoted to Deputy Editor. He has written two collections of short stories; <i style="">The Last Hiding Place</i> and <i style="">Burning Dreams,</i> and a collection of poems; <i style=""><a rel="nofollow" ymailto="mailto:hell@heavensgate" target="_blank" href="http://us.f328.mail.yahoo.com/ym/Compose?To=hell@heavensgate"><span class="yshortcuts" id="lw_1200448930_1">hell@heavensgate</span></a>.</i> He is a co-editor of <i style="">After The Curfew,</i> an anthology of poems and short stories by members of the </span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;">Kaduna</span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;">State</span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;"> chapter of Association of Nigerian Authors, ANA. His poems and short stories are published in seven anthologies including <i style="">Vultures in the Air,</i> anthology of short stories and poems edited by Zaynab Alkali et al. He is currently working on a collection of interviews with Nigerian writers; <i style="">Nigerian Writers Talking.</i> He is former Publicity Secretary of ANA and former Chairman of Kaduna State chapter of ANA. His awards include New Nigerian Reporter Award, 2000, Merit Award by </span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;">Kano</span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;"> </span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;">State</span><span style="color: rgb(75, 75, 75); font-family: Arial;"> chapter of ANA, 2001, and he is a joint winner of ANA Literary Journalist of the Year Award, 2004. He holds Higher National Diploma in Journalism and Post-Graduate Diploma in Public Administration</span></span></div>Urbanesque Magazinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3943000711989448194.post-51438341766517945012007-12-28T20:31:00.000-05:002007-12-28T20:35:24.355-05:00The Wall<span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> By: K. Mulroney</span><br /><span style="font-size:78%;"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> 05-05-2005</span><br /></span><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"><span style="font-size:78%;"> Copyright</span><br /><br /></span></span></span><span style="color: rgb(51, 51, 51);font-family:arial;font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(153, 153, 153);"><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);">It hovers before me ridged</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Defiant</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> It's border is as tall as the</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Heavens</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> As broad as </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Time</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> I reach out my quivering </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Hand</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> As if a checkerboard it</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Flashes</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Red and blue</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Hot and cold</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Love and hate</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> A void, a vacuity travels its </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Extent</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Can it be </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Penetrated?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Can this fortress ever</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Weaken?</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> As I stand before a mirror of</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Self</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> I need to shun this </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Intruder</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> But the void moves to </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Swiftly</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> I can not capture the </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Passage</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> To the other side of my</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Creation</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> My life's work is sturdy and</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Impassable</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> My protection has become my </span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Prison</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> This wall that surrounds me</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Keeps me safe and</span><br /><span style="color: rgb(0, 0, 0);"> Alone</span><br /> <br /></span></span><span style="font-family:arial,verdana,helvetica;font-size:85%;color:#333333;">My Name is Kim Mulroney. I am a 48 yr. old Cad Draftsperson. I have raised five<br /> children and Five Rottweilers. I started writing poetry when I was in grade<br /> school, about the same time I started drawing. As with most teenagers, not all,<br /> I delved into the darker side of poetry through high school. The "I see no end<br /> to my teenage pain" Poetry. I have since turned the corner, as an adult and now<br /> write all kinds. I write children's rhymes, humor, good Vs evil (the new dark<br /> poetry for me) children's story poems and those that are down right silly, but<br /> written to put a smile on an otherwise dull day. I write children's poems for<br /> learning and humorous poems for adults reminding us of the crazy things we all<br /> had in common as children. I also have a growing collection of "monster" poems.<br /> The humorous side of monsters. I have been married for 15 years and look forward<br /> to one hundred more!</span>Urbanesque Magazinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3943000711989448194.post-90165425058122298222007-12-28T20:29:00.000-05:002007-12-28T20:30:48.467-05:00Dear Poet<span style="font-family: arial;font-family:verdana,arial,helvetica;font-size:100%;" >Congratulations!<br /> Your work is worthless.<br /> Your rant is not worth a grant.<br /> <br /> Why do you care?<br /> Starving artists exhibit the most flair.<br /> They cater to no constituency<br /> <br /> Save the solitary soul.<br /> Unfettered by the skeins of expediency<br /> They rise<br /> <br /> To universality<br /> <br /> <br /> © <b>Copyright 2002 Rochelle Hope Mehr</b></span>Urbanesque Magazinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3943000711989448194.post-38967359771951066722007-12-28T19:57:00.000-05:002007-12-28T20:00:45.349-05:00No Fault of My Own & Remorse<p align="left"><span style="font-family:arial,verdana,helvetica;color:#414141;"><b><span family="SERIF" lang="0" style="font-size:85%;"></span></b><span style="font-family: arial;font-size:85%;" family="SANSSERIF" lang="0" >© Jeremy Smyers</span></span> </p><p style="font-family: arial;" align="left"><span family="SERIF" lang="0" style="font-size:100%;color:#414141;"> He's not happy<br />he just looks happy<br />because he's drunk <br />all the time<br />and it's not his fault<br />that the light at the end <br />of the tunnel<br />turned out to be<br />a train.</span></p> <span style="font-family: arial;font-size:100%;color:#414141;" ><b> remorse </b> <br /> <br /> not much left, lately,<br /> from the right side.<br /> trying. all too hard<br /> to be Right.<br /> go east<br /> maybe, or not,<br /> I went too far...<br /> so far,<br /> that I started going west<br /> Regrets make me step<br /> off the Earth.<br /> A slow downward spiral;<br /> falling leaf, maybe.<br /> Blurred by 80 proof<br /> and endless cheap nights.<br /> Momentarily broken up<br /> by a devil bitch mouth,<br /> that reeks of dollar packs<br /> of cigarettes<br /> instead of Love,<br /> that speaks flat thoughts;<br /> stupid ideas...<br /> so, so, so far<br /> from where I use to be.<br /> Nothing left to look forward to.<br /> Except, maybe, at the most,<br /> this poem. </span>Urbanesque Magazinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3943000711989448194.post-11046095163970040652007-12-28T19:37:00.000-05:002007-12-28T19:42:18.070-05:00Voices on the Psychiatric Ward© Doug Holder<br /><br /><br />So many voices to answer to.<br /><br />The ones bleating in their heads-<br /><br />the perfunctory prompts from the staff.<br /><br />Some sit<br /><br />anesthetized by the pattering drone<br /><br />of the television-<br /><br />the leaden grip of medication.<br /><br />The pacers<br /><br />stalk the hall<br /><br />against inertia,<br /><br />some silently<br /><br />scream behind the headlined<br /><br />scrims of newspapers.<br /><br />And we talk<br /><br />to them in that measured<br /><br />slightly, patronizing tone<br /><br />and we can hardly believe<br /><br />that voice<br /><br />is our own.<br /><br />--Doug Holder<br /><br /><br /><br />Doug Holder is the founder of Ibbetson Street Press of Somerville, MA. Several years ago he appeared on About the Arts, along with his fellow poets. He is the former president of Stone Soup Poets, Inc. In Boston, a faculty member of Newton Community Ed., where he teaches poetry workshops, and the new host of the Newton Free Library Poetry Reading Series.<br /><br /><br />Doug's own articles and poetry have appeared in the Somerville News, Stuff, Spare Change, 96inc, Boston Poet, Compost, Cambridge Tab, Arts Around Boston, Cambridge Chronicle, Harvard Mosaic, Dudley Review and many more. He currently runs an online review service, Ibbetson Update that reviews books from around the country.Urbanesque Magazinenoreply@blogger.comtag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3943000711989448194.post-24532660576895691532007-12-28T19:21:00.000-05:002007-12-28T20:33:48.349-05:00All my Life<div> </div><p class="MsoPlainText" style="margin: 0pt; word-spacing: 0pt; line-height: 100%; text-align: left; font-family: arial;"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><b><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">© Rodney Wayne Heflin</span></b> </span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">I've been on mountains,<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">I've been in caves.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">I've put my own child in an early grave.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">I've seen the deserts and the setting sun,<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">But never seen the growing up of my only son.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">You see I been of places.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">I even swam the seas,<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">But I'd give it all up just to be in a family.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">No one in my real family even acts like I exists.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">I'm searching high and low,<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">Looking for my long lost soul.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">I been put on Earth for a reason, I still do not know.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">Will someone point me the right way to go?<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">All my life I've felt destitute.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">It's like the world lived around me and could not move.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">People see the outside but never the real me. <o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">Cause I don't even know who I'm supposed to be.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">I live in fear of my own self.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">I can't find love nor can I find wealth.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">Never had fortunes<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">Fame never came by.<o:p> </o:p> </span></span></p><div style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;"> </div><p style="text-align: left; font-family: arial;" class="MsoPlainText"><span style=";font-size:100%;" ><span style="color: rgb(65, 65, 65);">I wonder why I even try.</span></span></p>Urbanesque Magazinenoreply@blogger.com